Courage 2

Finally! Mastered the courage to ask questions that hx don't dare to ask today! In fact, hx is relieved and felt very relaxed after talking about my problems and worries. However, hx still have to wait 8 more months before hx can really break free. hopeful. looking forward to it... Jia you wenxiang! U can do it...

COURAGE!!!

I am seriously lacking in courage. Even if, I had decided to ask but still didn't ask in the end. I don't know what I am afraid of. The unknown outcome is a huge source of fear ba. WX... No point thinking too much, just try and don't regret only after it is over... just do it!

this really speak to me!

Job interview

Went for a job interview today and everything is smooth until the interviewer ask if i can OT on sat and sunday. I explained to her my situation and it is quite difficult for me to OT for some sat and every sunday. however, she is looking for someone who can OT anytime when needed. This, I am afraid I cant promise her.

Weekend is a chance for me to recharge and i dont want to lose the only chance to recharge, if not, i am afraid I will disappear myself which I am not willing to...

Roller coastal ride

Recently, my heart had been through alot of roller coastal ride, going up and down, left and right. Wow. How much more can I take it? Very unstable. not a good sign. Sometime really feel like pressing the reset button and reset my whole life again but it is impossible. Move on... Wenxiang. What past is past. No point thinking about it. Future is in front and not at the back. ok? feeling better now? haha... Really hope so. Going down is not bad after all as I will go up again. looking forwards... no worry!!! HEHE... Pardon me if I sound crazy... oops...

Graduation ceremony

The graduation ceremony is held on wed, 28 may 08. But why don't I feel excited about it? In fact, I don't feel like going.....

C camp planning

Early this year, hx wanted to opt for BZZ LY so hx decided to gave up camp planning. However, when hx told QY about this, she reminded hx not to neglect my family and personal growth. This really make hx think thrice. THanks to QY. After careful consideration, hx decided to go back to camp planning.

Last year, 4 JQs (including hx) from hx de shu opt for C camp planning. Therefore, hx was 'squeezed' out of C camp. This year, amazingly, no one want to opt C camp so hx opt for it. haha. no competition. Therefore, hx is in C camp planning now. yeah!

Think is Lao mu arrangement as this year C camp theme seems to speak to hx. hx had to be pushed to move forward and C camp aims to be proactive and be prepared to 'BAO EN'. QY is right to say that hx will learn alot from this camp. Fighting spirit is slowly but hopefully steadily coming back to me. Sole belief in Lao Mu is very important. I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky...

I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT...