Sunday, 4 January 2009

food for thought..

These few months had been hx lowest moments. hx had been lost, did wrong and silly things. Hx knew that Lao Mu is trying to tell hx something and hx really want to start learning all over again. hx emotion is still quite unstable. however, hx have to keep reminding myself to snap out of it. hx had come so far to give up now.

hx had ask alot of people alot of questions and told them different part of what happen to hx and hx realised that it is impossible to let anyone know what actually happen. hx is the one that know best and hx is the one that have to wake up and move on with life.

hx had wasted a lot of time le. however, hx know that it takes time for hx to recover and determination to the key to hx success. no matter how long it takes, hx must keep faith. Believe in LM. Believe in myself. No one can help hx if hx choose to give up. so Jia you... Remember why hx come into this dao chang. My dreams, my vision, my destiny...

Sunday, 28 December 2008

最初的梦想

如果骄傲没被现实大海冷冷拍下
又怎会懂得要多努力
才走得到远方
如果梦想不曾坠落悬崖
千钧一发
又怎会晓得执着的人
拥有隐形翅牓
把眼泪装在心上
会开出勇敢的花
可以在疲惫的时光
闭上眼睛闻到一种芬芳
就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮
又能边走着边哼着歌
用轻快的步伐
沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀
很高兴一路上我们的默契那么长
穿过风又绕个弯心还连着
像往常一样
最初的梦想紧握在手上
最想要去的地方
怎么能在半路就返航
最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了真的渴望
才能够算到过了天堂

Thursday, 6 November 2008

Staying Focused On Your Path

It's time to do something about your life - you need to be more disciplined, you need to take care of your health, you want to adopt a more positive attitude, you need to save enough money for retirement, you want to be a better partner, a better son, a better mother. You've had enough of being directionless in life and are looking forward to achieving the goals you've set for yourself.

But wait, what's lurking on the sidelines that can derail you from your path? Those well-meaning friends and relatives who, with all good intention, pass along clutter from their house to yours? - "this would look great on you", or "I can't use this but maybe you can".

What about the people around you who seem to dwell on the negative or tell stories about how unfair life is?

What about relatives and friends who shy away from your newfound honesty and assertiveness?

They probably don't mean any harm but they may DO you harm if they steer you away from the goals you've set for yourself. So how do you put yourself first and get selfish, so to speak, when others are tempting you to stray?

First of all, be very clear yourself about the goals you're eyeing. If you're unsteady in your commitment, that will show, and make it all the easier for them to lead you astray.

Demonstrate your dedication by living by example. Don't preach. Just like you weren't ready to take on healthy goals at other times in your life, those you love or care about may not be ready now.

Also, plan ahead. Think of how you will say no, prepare alternatives or plan an "escape route". Do what you have to do to take care of yourself.

Be honest. Talk about your goals and what they mean to you. And choose who to spend time with. You may choose to spend less time with someone who has unhealthy habits. And more time with people who make you feel good about yourself, support your efforts, or are themselves models of positivity and self-care. As time goes by and your daily practices become more of a habit, you'll be able to focus on your path towards your goals without even thinking about it.

Saturday, 25 October 2008

Life upside down...

Very disappointed and angry at myself for being so useless. Can't imagined that a person can have so much impact on hx. Don't want to think of the problem but it kept popping out. haiz... Anyone have meng bo soup???

WENXIANG!!! PLS FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES!!! LAO MU AH!!! HX DON'T WANT TO FAIL!!!

JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!!

Saturday, 27 September 2008

Starting Life Anew!

Why do people start to cherish people or things only when they had lost them? The answer is not important now. Right now, Hx had to learn to start cherish everything that hx had, so not to have regret later...

Be humble, learn and ask questions, practice what hx learnt into daily life.

May LMCB, Do guide hx along the way.

Monday, 8 September 2008

與母同行

迎著陽光把陰影拋落後方 展翅飛翔
飛向海天一色的湛藍 風風雨雨不迷航
我知道老母永在我身旁

不茫然不用頹喪
老母慈悲賜給我永明的真太陽
我深深知道老中慈悲永在我身旁
老母慈悲永在我身旁

靜靜的來到這里

悲傷的時候我靜靜來到這里
燦耀的佛光撫平我的哀傷
歷經万重難難我靜靜來到這里
彌勒低眉微笑護我脆弱的心
在世蒼桑跌倒是你讓我得到依靠
宛如初生的嬰孩那樣完全的表白
奇妙的轉變在剎那間
讓我充滿宁靜希望
仿佛是最後的漂泊
靜靜的來到這里